I think it's because you changed your mind and told me about it, first.

[makoto stops and smiles, soothing thumbrubs on rin's hand, tight around his own. of course makoto recognises this behaviour--it's hard not to, with being in a relationship with rin and all. he's also found that the best way to go about it is to be supportive, speak calmly, and be as honest as possible--teasing kept to a minimum.]

It sounds really nice. Getting to live with you. --it's somehow not so scary this time around? I feel like I know what I want with more certainty.