[Rin's despondent for a few moments, obviously turning a few things over in his mind]

[eventually, red, sincere eyes peer from beneath sullen bangs]

I don't think standing still is how people stay happy.

[a big difference, maybe, in their upbringings; Makoto always trying to replicate sameness to keep Haru happy, Rin always chasing after the future to keep himself happy]

...And I don't want to be cowardly about either of you. I want to move in with you, and I want to get closer to Gou. If -- if moving in all together is really alright with her, and you, it's me who's holding us all back. Like you said. I, need to grow used to it. ...Her. Us.

[his hand is suddenly tight in Makoto's]

Sorry for getting mad. I know you guys are friends, and you can talk about whatever.