gnasher | 1495 inbox ✘ hollyheights [ CLOSED ]

Well, if we can't talk about it, what's the chances we won't be too embarrassed to do it?

I don't know. I don't--care if we do it while we're here, or after Australia. I really don't...

[he really doesn't]

I just--wanted to make a request... for whenever...

O-okay. I mean, okay, to making it, obviously I wanna know what it is, before...

[sweatin. why can he never keep up with Makoto in these things?]

[how do you say 'i want ur d in me' without being absolutely embarrassing about it. makoto never thought this far.]

[silence, and]

Remember we, uhm, talked about this a bit last year? Kind of like, positions and... logistics... I guess? Do you remember?

Yeah...?

[straight faces this]

I want my first time with Rin, to be with Rin. [??]

You, uhm, you know.

You, doing it first?

[quiet, muffled]

We'd be doing it tog -- eehh, eh...

[ther. oh. he gets it]

A-are you sure? You don't, have to, do that kind of thing! For me!

I'm really sure!

[that's all he'll say, in an embarrassed, speechless stupor]

Really sure...

[ah...]

I trust you, and I--love you.

This sounds really stupid outloud, you know...?

It doesn't! It's fine, I, just didn't think... you'd want to do that...

I love you and trust you too. So I was always fine with it, with it either way.

Shit, not fine with it -- ! You know, what I mean. [except he won't, if you don't say it] -- I mean, I like the idea of, of either way. I want it.

[this is relieving somehow, to hear rin say it back, even if makoto knew it.]

Hm, well, I mean, I don't mind. --but I just thought, our first time together, right? Ah, if it turns out the other way, it'll still be just as special, I know that. It's not urgent either! I really like what we're doing right now. --not right now, but, lately...

We'll do it the way you want. [some more confidence, but then he has to make sure] If that's really what you want, and you're not just... [he trails off, because he's not sure how to say this diplomatically towards both of them] ...trying to, I don't know, protect me or something... b-because I've done that kind of stuff, a little bit, every once in a while, so it's not, ah...

Edited 2015-11-09 08:31 (UTC)

[what the fuck........ makoto whispers]

It's not that! I don't know how to say it without sounding stupid? Uh... but.

[...]

I really want you?

[#makothirst]

[his face is going to melt off]

Okay. O-okay. Okay. Um. Thank you.

[...]

[pffft]

Sorry, I don't know why I said thank you...

[--pff, makoto ends up laughing at that.]

Aaahah, I feel dizzy now...

[it all happened so fast]

You're taking your birthday wish really seriously this year.

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