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Really sure...

[ah...]

I trust you, and I--love you.

This sounds really stupid outloud, you know...?

It doesn't! It's fine, I, just didn't think... you'd want to do that...

I love you and trust you too. So I was always fine with it, with it either way.

Shit, not fine with it -- ! You know, what I mean. [except he won't, if you don't say it] -- I mean, I like the idea of, of either way. I want it.

[this is relieving somehow, to hear rin say it back, even if makoto knew it.]

Hm, well, I mean, I don't mind. --but I just thought, our first time together, right? Ah, if it turns out the other way, it'll still be just as special, I know that. It's not urgent either! I really like what we're doing right now. --not right now, but, lately...

We'll do it the way you want. [some more confidence, but then he has to make sure] If that's really what you want, and you're not just... [he trails off, because he's not sure how to say this diplomatically towards both of them] ...trying to, I don't know, protect me or something... b-because I've done that kind of stuff, a little bit, every once in a while, so it's not, ah...

Edited 2015-11-09 08:31 (UTC)

[what the fuck........ makoto whispers]

It's not that! I don't know how to say it without sounding stupid? Uh... but.

[...]

I really want you?

[#makothirst]

[his face is going to melt off]

Okay. O-okay. Okay. Um. Thank you.

[...]

[pffft]

Sorry, I don't know why I said thank you...

[--pff, makoto ends up laughing at that.]

Aaahah, I feel dizzy now...

[it all happened so fast]

You're taking your birthday wish really seriously this year.

It doesn't need to happen for my birthday!

What'd you bring it up for, then?

Oh, hm, well... We're going to start living together, and I felt like I was keeping a big secret from you...

-- I meant your birthday.

[huff]

...It's not a secret that we want to sleep with each other, oi.

[he didn't even stutter!!!! grown up points!!!!!!]

Ah! Ri-right! I just thought... I just thought, like this, I could make it a birthday wish and you wouldn't say no?

I'm dating a really conniving guy...

Sorry! I guess that's just, uhm, I'm really lucky!

[can't see it, but makoto's smiling wicked big.]

To be dating you, that is.

What're you saying that kind of stuff for... and how the hell am I supposed to go to sleep after a conversation like this...

That's why I was hoping to do it over text...

[rin's voice is too much for makoto] I think I got a bit emotional for a bit! Hahh... [sheepish laugh] I can send you some videos of the cats to look at?

I don't want to look at the cats, I want to look at you.

Oh, don't you have pictures of me on your phone? You could look at those.

[MAKOTO]

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