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type? what do you mean?

you know, type. of guy. bulky and tall and gruff.

[not,,, shorter and slimmer than you and with a naturally thinner build that has to be actively told to bulk up]

[the gruffness he might have pretended at, once upon a time, but he knows Makoto knows him better than that for now -- he's the red one]

[........a long pause before his text........]

not really

[does makoto have a type??]

not really???/

[conclusion: Makoto is ashamed he's dating a twig-waisted toddler whose biceps can't crush a watermelon]

i don't know if i have a type

you've got one for girls.

that's different

how?

girls are girls
and boys are boys
there isn't an overlap between them, you know...
they're just different
sure, my type of girls is more defined, but it's not definite either

i'm going to the gym more.

why do you always sort of um run away when we have conversations like these?
i don't know if what i'm saying is something you like to hear
i feel bad...if it isn't.. i'm sorry..

i'm not running away! i just meant in general

[#uncomfortablewhennotaboutme]

i shouldn't have asked.

i guess...?

[no answers from anything makoto said... nice one]

[ugh!!!]

you don't have apologise. it's just weird, still, sometimes. that you like me. when you don't really like

[???]

i mean it seems like you don't put a lot of thought into it

[unlike me,, what is this lack of overanalyzing]

and i think a lot about that stuff, i guess...

i do put a lot of thought into it
but since i'm dating you, i'm mostly just thinking about you when it comes to this
like i said, i don't think i have a definite type
i like you for being who you are, before any physical attribute

can't it be both?

[this is maybe the most embarrassing text he's ever sent, but it's what he feels; it's important to him, that Makoto likes him in every way -- physically and emotionally -- just as strongly. he's been obsessively honing his body for years, of course he's got a complex about being noticed]

?
i like how you look a lot
i thought that was a given...

it's not a given. especially when you say you don't even have any type, except for girls. what am i supposed to do? read your mind?

ah...
sorry
my bad..

i really like how soft your hair is, and its length
red fits you really well
i like that you're a bit smaller than me?? it makes fitting together nicer.. uhm
especially when you sit on my lap, i like that
sometimes i sit in bed and think about your ...ass.. lol
i like holding your hands best, too

you make me feel not so weird about how much taller and broader i am..

you make me feel not so weird about needing to hear embarrassing stuff like this to believe you still like me

and you should be proud of how tall and broad you are. you make awesome 3 pointer shots and your chest is good to sleep on.

i'll remind you as many times as necessary, even if it's embarrassing
thanks for the vote of confidence
in the end please remember that i'm dating you and not anyone else
because you're the only one that appeals to me regardless of types

you're the only one i want to appeal to.

sorry/, that's the last embarrassing thing i'll say, i promise.

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